How lonely how natural

 Loneliness is one of the most special. But if the time is still happy in the lonely, your heart is strong.
Rushed off the assembly line the night before, woke up and found this on a computer screen has left his words. the warmth with a different kind. my heart could not help a fever. night sleep the night, accompanied by a close friend, the heart will be less lonely is not it. Although, across thousands of miles, he is not in my side.
However, he said, in fact, he turned and saw my place. not far away. he was like that, always watching me, care about me. the distance across the flower.
I would like to , what time and space yet. pass, you can turn a blind eye. across the sea, actually feels like a close.
but I still can not convince myself to escape the embrace of loneliness. Although, sometimes people like a lonely masochistic pleasure. depression can be difficult to explain in words, still a place in my heart, given the taste of wormwood. filled with the small chest and throat, give me a deep meaning. so depressed to the extreme, the heart will naturally to choose their own exile.
and travel is so long has finally seeped into my life. rare National Day holiday, took six days, go to Fujian, Zhejiang and then finally back to Shanghai, was removed the back and forth more than two thousand kilometers. I do not know what way are looking for.
that day, the night is dark, anxious to hurry the car ride, still seemingly never-ending spiral mountain. a car, because long time to sit, it is some tired, I just Jiangdajingshen, the habit of looking out the window. suddenly when in the corner, a young woman in red street, and at a rapid pace vehicle called face to face. to do a flash, and soon disappeared in my field of vision.
really amazed me. rolling hills, I do not know how much weight, has gone through and not through the mountain, I do not know how far. she was going. Why did she go to a mountain man. She is not afraid of you. Occasionally vehicles roared through her side, she did not even look up one, all around her as if nothing. I do not know how much she walked in front of mountain , but do not know how many mountains behind her to go. can she do, stop, walk, walk.
joy of the crowd overwhelms me, normally in the melancholy and trouble seems to have disappeared. But I know that, alone, is still hiding somewhere in my body, will never disappear. is not, in every heart of the mountains and peaks of the depths of loneliness, as the woman in red, the darkness, a man walking alone the mountain is stubborn lonely, sad.
just less than a week's time, many parts of the car to go and enjoy a lot of nature. blend into the crowd, lonely carnival. to return to Shanghai time, she felt a little bit different with the former. But I can not think of where different. go back to living in the heart of the city, as many marveled.
been said that people born to love nature, because people is a natural son, always wanted to return to the embrace of the mother, so very happy people indulge landscape. Some people believe that people like the city is destined to belong in groups, afraid of being alone animals. and the natural integration of the full and enjoy it every moment, release alone, precisely in order to better adapt to urban life. I want to express them, as the sides of the coin of truth.
So, what loneliness special powers it. Perhaps it is because, both in every hiding individual's heart, through the ancient and the future. and penetration all over the world every corner. is it true the existence of the most profound.
standing like a tree as the wind, silent as calm as a mountain. like a small freely as the birds sing as softly as a flower opening up. Oh, how lonely, how natural ...